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they pull the axe out your face and say "was it the boogeyman?"
the whole point of light yagami's character was that he was that he was a narcissist who believed he was cleansing the world from criminals while simultaneously becoming one because he believed he was above the law. there was no "logic". and to be perfectly clear, i am a big fan of the character. i just side eye when i see people defend his actions because no, his actions were not justified and that is quite literally the point of the story.
last edit on Nov 20, 2023 22:45:56 GMT by bex
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gf refused to finish watching watchmen with me because i said ozymandias's plan made logical sense, wouldn't speak to me the rest of the night



also got mad at me for saying Light was right and that kira was a pretty good idea



he was totally right, crime dropped 70%, let's be real here
If you think what Light did was right, you fundamentally misunderstood the point of the story; congratulations! 
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they pull the axe out your face and say "was it the boogeyman?"
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no inspo, but also refusing to look at other designs to jog my brain just in case i forget about them and then proceed to have an eureka moment... but in truth i'm actually 'recalling' them and thinking those ideas are mine skdfhskdhf 

yes yes nothing new under the sun + no ideas are everrrr 100% original but like-- i'd rather not veer so close to people's designs, ya? ;v; intentionally or not, had it happen to me and that gut-drop feeling is so awful. don't wanna do it to other people orz 

maybe i'm taught wrong about the whole recall-ideas-as-yours thing but it's hard to drop smtg like a life advice at this point o<<
honestly, i think we get too caught up in accidentally, possibly ripping off someone else's ideas that we forget that we're all essentially copying each other. i know you mentioned that in your initial post, but we really need to stop focusing on what other people might think; bc it's impeding what's important- our own creativity. like honestly, if your design is a little similar to someone else's.......i'm not really sure it entirely matters. i've talked to friends about this, bc i've also worried about this and she made a good point: there are just some things that all forum things need and yeah, it's probably gonna look similar. who cares. people need to get their panties out of a twist and just enjoy the hobby. like we all fall prey to design trends, and that's ok! so sometimes skins or what have you might look a little similar to each other, doesn't mean anyone stole or ripped from another, and i think we spend too much time looking for reasons to get mad that we forget that we should be instead lifting and helping each other out instead of tearing each other down.

like leap is basically the progenitor of easily half of the current design trends, but you don't see them (at least publicly, i don't know them like that) getting mad that people copying their style of using big clean fonts, bold color, lots of pngs and typography. i've seen creators in their position in previous years who have made a stink about people being inspired by them, and it kinda just makes them look like a dick imo. being inspired by each other as artists is nothing to be ashamed of, and should be encouraged, as that's how we all develop and grow as designers. 

i'll get off the soap box now, i'm just oddly passionate about this lmao 
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they pull the axe out your face and say "was it the boogeyman?"
Me: makes good process on actually finishing a skin for once
Also me: starts a new one that I like better and want to completely scrap the old one
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they pull the axe out your face and say "was it the boogeyman?"
Not to be insufferable more than usual but I think one of my favorite things about the old Alice In Chains is that I feel like Layne Staley was able to accurately describe what depression feels like to me. Especially in songs like Nutshell, I can point to that song and be like “yes, that”. Anyway thank you for coming to my Ted Talk, Alice In Chains is the best of the big four imo 🤙
last edit on Nov 16, 2023 13:13:07 GMT by bex
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they pull the axe out your face and say "was it the boogeyman?"
I hate writing plot pages, largely bc I feel like people don’t read them. I’ve had a lot more luck with wanted ads, tbh. But will I still make plot pages? Sure. Do I expect to get literally any responses? No, not really. It’s been my experience that I have to approach people with plot ideas, versus the other way around. I don’t know if that’s just bc I don’t write plot pages in a compelling way, or what, but it feels almost pointless 90% of the time. People can’t seem to be bothered to read other people’s apps, and I don’t think they read shippers much either.
last edit on Nov 14, 2023 15:22:11 GMT by bex
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i want a panfandom where i can play literally whatever i want please. let me play rorschach, tigerstar and gul dukat under one roof, alongside all of the people from like, genshin impact. that shit would be hilarious
I also want this, because I gotta thread with these three characters. 👀 You have excellent taste in horrible, nasty men, my friend.

But honestly, and I know I sound like a hypocrite here because I love making skins with lots of graphics just as much as the next guy - a panfandom with little-to-no graphics on the member's side would go a long way for making the genre more accessible to non-animanga canons, in a way that even explicitly stating you allow those kinds of canons in your rules can't always do. Live action or non-visual characters may be allowed, but most of those characters don't have the art basically required for the modern RP, kinda like a soft cap on anything but the most popular series. ... This is more of a musing than a request of 'panfandom with a minimalist design', but uh - uuuuuuuuuuh -

Someone do the Warrior Cats-but-they're-medieval-humans RP that I crave but am too weak to run myself, please and thank you.
Remember when rp sites only had 100x100 icons for profiles? Me too 😭
local boogeyman
aliasbex, jeepers cats
pronounsshe/her or any pronouns
818written posts
bexearned bits
offlinecurrently
bex
Part of the Furniture
bex Avatar
they pull the axe out your face and say "was it the boogeyman?"
i want a panfandom where i can play literally whatever i want please. let me play rorschach, tigerstar and gul dukat under one roof, alongside all of the people from like, genshin impact. that shit would be hilarious
local boogeyman
aliasbex, jeepers cats
pronounsshe/her or any pronouns
818written posts
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offlinecurrently
bex
Part of the Furniture
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they pull the axe out your face and say "was it the boogeyman?"
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letting me play someone's shitty dad

but honestly, letting me have free range on characters is a must. it drives me batty when admins on sites start dictating what is and is not acceptable for me to write. i'm a grown adult, and i can write what i want. i'm more than willing to to tag things, but like other people have mentioned, i like to write darker subjects; and as writers i think we all like to explore these topics (at least, i'd like to think so). and i've mentioned it before, but for me, roleplay is a chance for me to basically be a bad person lmao. i've always gravitated towards villains, and it's a requirement that i play at least one on every site i'm on. but i don't ever just stop at just one lmao
oh you reminded me

i LOVE playing traitors. not as high priority as playing as a SEA character but if i'm in the site long enough, i need a traitor. and like, not the traitor that's a snake all along. but the kind of traitor that's a good person but just messes up, depressed, misguided, manipulated, traumatized, etc. basically, "everyone asks who the traitor is but no one ever asks how is the traitor"


i love this tbh. there are a lot of reasons that someone could turn traitor also that often gets overlooked, and i think it makes things more interesting! it's part of why i love writing villains, is bc not every bad guy is going to be a cartoonishly evil, mustache twirling villain. in fact, i'd argue most bad guys don't start out that way at all- and are more like a walter white, which makes writing their development so much more delicious and self-indulgent as time goes on.