this sounds cool! it's been awhile since we've had a good slice of life urban fantasy. 

oh yeah it's great lmao. there's a whole subreddit (that i'm sure you're already aware of) called r/menwritingwomen and if you ever want to make yourself feel better about your ability to write characters different from you, that's the place to go. this isn't exclusively a man thing either obviously, but it's usually funnier.

she's very hot and sexy what else do we need to know about her? /shot

LET ME IN BUNGO

as a (former/retired) stephen king enjoyer, i understand your pain 100%. i love horror and it's my favorite overall genre of fiction. i read it often when i read fiction (which has been happening less and less these days) but i struggle to find anything that really stays with me. unfortunately, fiction doesn't scare me anymore like it did when i was younger. like not to be one of those annoying people who boasts about nothing being scary, but also nothing scares me; and i WISH it did. i desperately want to feel an emotion other than irritation with fiction. literally begging and pleading. but a lot of the stuff i've read that's been published in the last handful of years or so either feel flat, or they fall flat. or it's just really racist for some reason. that happens a lot too.


it's starting to kill my enjoyment of consuming horror in this format, honestly.

hey y'all or whomever is reading this! i would like to make a few (literally two) purchases please.

custom gradient change: -$100 

#e0c5f0 to #775587

 custom font: -$100

i would like archivo black please! 

total: -$200

no bc why are they all bad. every fiction book (and even a few nonfic) have been utterly terrible. Like the actual quality of the writing is objectively terrible, but because it has porn and tropes people like, it becomes popular. there are very few people online i trust for reviews, and literally none of them read fiction. i am starving 

one of my dear friends is going through the same thing as you. her cat was given to her when she started chemo as a child, and she lived to be quite old. in her last few years of life and my friend was newly an adult, she was struggling a lot with her cat's health, as her parents had never even taken her cat to the vet outside of getting her fixed. she went through a very long, arduous and expensive trauma trying to do the best she could for her cat, and eventually, it became apparent that no matter what she did, it would never be enough. her cat's health just wasn't getting better, and in the end, she was able to have a vet come to her home and put her to sleep. it was sad, but ultimately she knew that it was the right thing to do for her beloved pet. she said she didn't feel better, and for many days after her cat's passing, she was understandably, an emotional wreck. not because her cat was gone, but because she felt guilt for feeling relieved that it was finally all over.

i don't know you like that, obviously, dead salmon hats, but be kind to yourself. you did what was best for your dog, and while you might not feel like it, know that choosing to euthanize our pets when it's their time is the kindest thing we can do for them. i've had pets come and go, and it never gets easy. there's something about the childhood family pet dying that just destroys you, and i think it's important to let yourself feel those feelings. it's understandable, and natural to have complex feelings about the person or creature you're caring for when you're their primary caretaker. it's fucking exhausting and often a thankless job. you care about your dog, but the financial and emotional stress that comes with caring for an aging pet is just a lot.

that's all to say, it's okay to not just feel sad. it's okay to feel guilt (though you have nothing to feel guilty for, obviously). the good times, and the love will come back, i promise.

SUMMER BREAK BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM F R E E

I’m not THE most knowledgeable, but I know enough! I’d be more than happy to help you with discord stuff, teach a man to fish and all that. Honestly it might not be a bad idea for a tutorial either, because you’re def not the only person who has had this issue before,
. Feel free to add me on discord @localboogeyman if you’d like!

hopefully something i posted here awhile back can help.

I’m so ready for the school year to be over, you have no idea.

i wish i didn't feel the need to start over all the time. i can never finish anything i start and it's so infuriating