Ooooh I actually love the idea of this. To be quite honest, I never really thought about any resolutions until now, but hey, let's do this, yo. Here's to Twenty-Bi-Teen. B)

• watch & finish at least one season of a series I'm starting/in the middle of.
• work more to develop my writing (maybe?)
• read at least one (1) book.
• actually look for a job I tolerate a little more.
• be a lot less hard on myself? like damn, I'm my biggest bully. throw in some work on my self-confidence there, too.
• work on making more friends in the rp community. seriously, some of you guys are so heckin' nice, but I'm kind of intimidated to make that approach and find a topic we can both get around freely -- become more personable with some folks. I want to get to know some people past their characters, you know?
• stop being so self-destructive and running with my proverbial tail between my legs at the sign of things going good. like wth me, get your act together.
• work on swearing a lot less. or at least keep a fuckometer, to count how many times I use the word fuck or any variation of it. cause man, I use that word a lot.
• do things to better myself mentally, emotionally, and physically. like last year was such a lazy year for me, I need to get out and do more besides work.
• try to place above silver in at least one Overwatch competitive season. in addition, become an unstoppable Ashe main.
• manage to get into a debate/argument and not cry. like bitch, these waterworks need to stop. they're closed for the year.
• make food at home a lot more. this takeout nearly everyday business is both unhealthy and can get expensive.
• uhhhHHHHHhhhh, I'll probably add to this more at a later time (or not.) good luck to us all here!

oman, i have so many but i'll keep it short-ish

- learn more coding languages
- actually finish a skin for jcink
- learn how to skin for proboards
- get a job, move into my first apartment, and get a car
- lose weight and be more conscious of my health
- actually get good at mtg
- start a youtube channel and write a book
- actually pursue my creative career goals
- finish something, anything really
- make a site
- leave 2018 behind me and move forward
- be happy

• More cardio! Being upstairs makes that hard, but the apartments I've been looking at have fitness centers, unlike my current one.
• Driving lessons.
• Getting a better/less stressful job. Fuck Walmart.
• I wanna be able to afford a nice knife this year, damn it. A kukri, if possible. Or a real stiletto. Or both?
• Get published or die trying.
• Finish some of the stories I've started, maybe even write a book, but we'll see.
• Therapy, now that I actually have insurance.
• Invest in a record player so my vinyl copy of Shadowrun: Dragonfall's OST does more than look pretty. But also so I can justify acquiring more records
• Are these resolutions or just goals?
• Clear out my gaming and Netflix backlog.

• finish some of my mf fics before writing more of them
• and update some of the existing ones while im at it lol
• finish all these video games i got lying around
• get a permanent job cause im a slacker who needs money
• graduate from community college already
• stay super awesome

i don't really make resolutions cos i am awful at maintaining them or sometimes even remembering them, but here are a few that i've come up with:

[/b] to my limits. i often push myself past them to help people out and make others happy, but i need to learn to put myself first sometimes.

- generally learn to love myself more. and not in a dramatic sense. i have terrible self-esteem so i want to slowly but deeply fall in love with me.

- learn / practice a language. probably brush up on my spanish since the lord n my whole fam knows i need it. but also maybe touch onto another? i wanna learn many things so i need to make a schedule and stick to it.

- either quit my job cold turkey or find one that'll actually value me as a person more and just dip. life is too short to be miserable at a store i fuckin hate.

- finally cut off all the toxic people i've been letting hang on by a string. they ain't shit so why am i letting them stick around?

- generally, learn that it is okay to exist and take up space. i make myself very small and inconvenience myself bc i don't think i'm worth it. dear me: ur fuckin worth it all. get it thru ur head pls.[/ul]

in all my goals are mostly growth for myself. like... i'm 25 already. it's about time i begin the journey of self acceptance.

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-write more
-let go of mistakes from 2018
-plot more
-get my black belt
-write more
- DO MORE memes
-post

• Try to stop holding myself to unrealistic standards / expectations.

running into traffic but its in 2019

• Fix my current site up and get it out of beta stage
• Get a job by March
• Work out at least 3 times a week
• Dress nicer
• Learn Python
• Maybe get into cosplay?
• Make an irl friend mb

- Late 2018 I realized it feels good to take care of myself. Let’s roll that over into this year. 2019 is my year of just giving a shit about me and knowing I’m gorgeous & worth the trouble 💅🏼

- Be a better me than I was last year!

- Try to stop flaking on sites and actually settle down somewhere, maybe?

- Make new rp friends & rl friends!

my 2019 new year resolution is to take a potato chip...and eat it!

- learn to drive (yikes)
- eat better
- lose some weight maybe
- read 100 books (that's my goodreads challenge anyway)
- competently skin