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Post a Random Thought written Nov 24, 2023 10:25:51 GMT via mobile
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maybe wallace being my fav was foreshadowing
I am seriously considering making a life size cut out of me bc my senior dog won’t roam on his own without being certain i was within sight


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Post a Random Thought written Nov 24, 2023 12:49:53 GMT
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maybe wallace being my fav was foreshadowing
got an intrusive thought i need to get out

it's not the people that spewed hostility in my face that gets me. it's those that managed to cover the passive-aggressiveness and mockery in plain sight, under just the right disguise for me to doubt myself and be gaslit into believing i was being crazy in interpreting their actions to be anything but friendly. because it didn't make sense. they've acted friendly, have reached out to me. although not to the level that i thought we were tight, but i was almost certain they were happy with me and the way i was.

it still haunts me and i know i just need time to forget about it. but then i think, do these people realize what they're doing to others? do they ever think about how their action could become a slow-acting poison? or is that the point of it? how do these people live so proudly about themselves, able to put others down with no degree of self-reflection?

i think it was a good thing i was going through a difficult time during all that. compared to what i almost lost irl, nothing of that high school drama was worth it. i felt numb. i didn't have the time and energy to think about it. so it's randomly popping up in my head. thankfully, in fragments so i don't feel overwhelmed


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Post a Random Thought written Nov 24, 2023 13:04:44 GMT
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what do you want to know? my height, hobbies, quirks, the color of my underwear?
i will never understand people who will actively bash something you are gushing about to your face and then act shocked when you want nothing to do with them

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Post a Random Thought written Nov 24, 2023 14:13:14 GMT
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With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.
no one's ever going to be perfect at making you happy, and that's okay! same for you too— you're never going to be perfect at keeping yourself happy.

the horrors are endless, but we stay silly
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Post a Random Thought written Nov 24, 2023 17:48:31 GMT
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Nov 24, 2023 16:51:10 GMT said:
Having surgery to remove the tumor on the 8th. From there we'll see how things go. I couldn't be more nervous.
Good luck man. I hope it goes well.
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Post a Random Thought written Nov 24, 2023 18:06:53 GMT
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existential execution is just a fluke in evolution.
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Nov 24, 2023 16:51:10 GMT said:
Having surgery to remove the tumor on the 8th. From there we'll see how things go. I couldn't be more nervous.
good luck and i hope for a speedy recovery!! we're all thinking of you ;w;
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Post a Random Thought written Nov 24, 2023 18:19:02 GMT
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I've got a hurricane in my head, I can't feel a thing, but it's better than dead
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Nov 24, 2023 16:51:10 GMT said:
Having surgery to remove the tumor on the 8th. From there we'll see how things go. I couldn't be more nervous.



good luck! I hope everything goes wonderfully for you

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Post a Random Thought written Nov 24, 2023 23:51:38 GMT via mobile
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maybe wallace being my fav was foreshadowing
Im not good at random thoughts in thr morning it’s usually about my dog pooping


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