my dream job: actually being responsible and productive for once.

i’m...tired

Sometimes I worry my difference in opinion condemns me in the minds of others. The thought makes me sad since difference in opinion and perspective is a glorious thing I believe should be cherished. These alterations allows for new concepts and at times improve a situation. I especially adore these wonders in role-play in the forms of creative demonstration and perspectives of characters. The different ways people represent themselves and their characters’ artistically has always amazed me similarly with the different viewpoints characters and role-players have. It is what allows the creation of varying plots and increases the possibilities of what can be done. Hence, I hope to one day be able to limit my worries about how my varying opinions may upset or anger others. Especially since it is never my intention to cause rifts, I just wish to be free-spoken and honest about my thoughts and feelings while respecting the other person’s perspective and hopefully receiving mutual respect.

I genuinely want to help everyone who asks me for it, because heck yeah, helping people! Doing nice things!!! But I just get so gosh darned burned out sometimes. *sobs*