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tried 2 read short stories written by women over break. in terms of prose, the husband stitch, a modern retelling of a specific fairy tale that i perhaps won't spoil via a very feminine lens still sticks with me which i think is...good, for a short story?
One of the mothers has a pale yellow ribbon on her finger, and it constantly tangles in her thread. She swears and cries. One day I have to use the sewing shears to pick at the offending threads. I try to be delicate. She shakes her head as I free her from the peony.

– It’s such a bother, isn’t it? she says. I nod.

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was another one that...spoiler alert, doesn't really tie up in a neat little ending the way you'd like, but the surrealist prose was crazy interesting to read:
Henry went looking for King Spanky. They were going to see the vet: he had the cat cage in the car, but no King Spanky. It was early afternoon, and the rabbits were out on the lawn. Up above, a bird hung, motionless, on a hook of air. Henry craned his head, looking up. It was a big bird, a hawk maybe. It circled, once, twice, again, and then dropped like a stone, towards the rabbits. The rabbits didn’t move. There was something about the way they waited, as if this were all a game. The bird dropped through the air, folded like a knife, and then it jerked, tumbled, fell. The wings loose. The bird smashed into the grass and feathers flew up. The rabbits moved closer, as if investigating.

OH! and what was the name of it...REELING FOR THE EMPIRE! super unideal format to read in, but i think this was my favorite out of what i read over break -- i think i'd describe the basic premise as "japanese woman are tricked into working as silk worms in a factory" (also general warning for body horror w/ this one):
Nobody has ever guessed her own color correctly -- Hoshi predicted hers would be peach and got blue; Nishi thought pink, got hazel. I would have bet my entire five-yen advance that mine would be light gray, like my cat's fur. But then I woke and pushed the swollen webbing of my thumb and a sprig of green came out. On my day zero, in the middle of my terror, I was surprised into a laugh: here was a translucent green I swore I'd never seen anywhere in nature, and yet I knew it was my own on sight.

in other mediums, i read a bunch of junji ito one-offs and OH BOY does army of one hit different in these unprecedented times. honestly if you're going to read anything in this post read this cuz it's truly goofyfloatingonwatermitskinobody.gif.gif. (warning for gore, body horror, general horror here -- this is the guy who wrote the "this is my hole, it's made for me" enigma of amigara fault & is famous for his work in horror manga, so, uh. be aware.)
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Currently and finally reading Know My Name by Chanel Miller and I'm honestly struck by how gorgeously written it is; it's so cutting and visceral and unapologetic and I love it for all these things and more. 

Possible TW for anyone sensitive to the subject (context: this is written by "Emily Doe" from the Brock Turner case) but I really wanted to share at least one passage.

The point is not their individual significance, but their commonality, all the people enabling a broken system. This is an attempt to transform the hurt inside myself, to confront a past, and find a way to live with and incorporate these memories. I want to leave them behind so I can move forward. In not naming them, I finally name myself.
My name is Chanel.

What was important, what was not, whose job was it to judge? Until then I’d never contemplated how to present love as evidence. I’d never documented the precise pacing and development of our relationship. I had just been living it as it was unfolding. Living, as people do.



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Finished Titus Groan by Mervyn Peake awhile ago. Older and more surrealist than what I’m used to, but a treasure trove of such great descriptive language... Some were really vivid, others were just quirky. Spoilered cause it’s a doozy


It did not look as though such a bony face as his could give normal utterance, but rather that instead of sounds, something more brittle, more ancient, something dryer would emerge, something perhaps more in the nature of a splinter of a fragment of stone. Nevertheless, the harsh lips parted.



The eyes were there, small and flat as coins, and the colour of walls themselves, as though during the long hours of professional staring the grey stone had at last reflected itself indelibly once and for all. Yes, the eyes were there, thirty-six of them and the eighteen noses were there, and the lines of the mouths that resembled the harsh cracks that divided the stone slabs, they were there too. Although nothing physical was missing from any one of their eighteen faces yet it would be impossible to perceive the faintest sign of animation and, even if a basinful of their features had been shaken together and if each feature had been picked out at random and stuck upon some dummy-head of wax at any capricious spot or angle, it would have made no difference, for even the most fantastic, the most ingenious of arrangements could not have tempted into life a design whose component parts were dead.



Across his face little billows of flesh ran swiftly here and there until, as though they had determined to adhere to the same impulse, they swept up into both oceans of soft cheek, leaving between them a vacuum, a gaping segment like a slice cut from a melon. It was horrible. It was as though nature had lost control. As though the smile, as a concept, as a manifestation of pleasure, had been a mistake, for here on the face of Swelter the idea had been abused.



Their faces, identical to the point of indecency, were quite expressionless, as though they were the preliminary lay-outs for faces and were waiting for sentience to be injected.



She had, in common with her brother, more the appearance of having been plucked or peeled, than of cleanliness, though clean she was, scrupulously clean, in the sense of a rasher of bacon.



One glance at his sister was sufficient to make him realize that to attempt to reason with her would be about as fruitful as trying to christianize a vulture.



Although having the advantage of his height, he was no more successful than his Lordship, on account of a superabundance of calcium deposit in his elbow joints.



If ever man stalked man, Flay stalked Swelter. It is to be doubted whether, when compared with the angular motions of Mr Flay, any man on earth could claim to stalk at all. He would have to do it with another word.

If Mr Flay stalked, Swelter insinuated. He insinuated himself through space. His body encroached, sleuth-like, from air-volume to air-volume, entering, filling and edging out of each in turn, the slow and vile belly preceding the horribly deliberate and potentially nimble progress of his fallen arches.



He concentrated his entire sentience on the killing. He banished all irrelevancies from his canalized mind. His great ham of a face was tickling as though aswarm with insects, but there was no room left in his brain to receive the messages which his nerve endings were presumably delivering—his brain was full. It was full of death.



At any other time the chef would have made play with his superior wit. He would have taunted the long, half-crouching figure before him. But now, with blood to be spilt, what did it matter whether or not he incensed his foe? His wit would fall in a more concrete way. It would flash—but in steel. And let his final insult be that Flay could no longer tell an insult from a lamb-chop—unless with his body in two pieces he were still able to differentiate.



That he bled profusely could prove little. There was blood in him to revitalize an anaemic army, with enough left over to cool the guns.



His eyes had left the youth—and Steerpike was stranded—in one sense only—in that the flood-water of the eyes no longer engulfed him, the stone table as though it were a moon, drawing away the dangerous tide.



Her eyes were not red from crying: she had cried so much lately that she had drained herself of salt for a little. They had the look of eyes in which hosts of tears had been fought back and had triumphed.



Death and Disappearance were no tid-bits for a jaded palate. They were too huge to be swallowed, and tasted like bile.


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So that was it: now that she thinks he’s “one of us” she can lecture him. She’s far happier thinking her sister is normal, even if she has a lot of problems, than she is having an abnormal sister for whom everything is fine. For her, normality—however messy—is far more comprehensible.

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“Keep those rotten genes to yourself for the course of your lifetime and take them to heaven with you when you die without leaving even a trace of them here on earth. Seriously.”


“I see,” I said nodding to myself, impressed at her ability to think so rationally.



One for the oof, one for the heh, both from Convenience Store Woman by Sayaka Murata
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I want a name only the brave can say
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So, too, is Death possessed of infinite strategies and a gaunt nature.
rereading—

the bloody chamber and other stories, angela carter

"The tiger will never lie down with the lamb; he acknowledges no pact that is not reciprocal. The lamb must learn to run with the tigers."

"She herself is a haunted house. She does not possess herself; her ancestors sometimes come and peer out of the windows of her eyes and that is very frightening."

“His wedding gift, clasped around my throat. A choker of rubies, two inches wide, like an extraordinarily precious slit throat.” 

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Vampires in the Lemon Grove by Karen Russell. Mix of magical realist short stories, and a favorite which turned out more horror. Very eerie. 
The mortal men and women float serenely by in balloons freighted with the ballast of their deaths. Millions of balloons ride over a wide ocean, lives darkening the sky. Death is a dense powder cinched inside tiny sandbags, and in the dream I am given to understand that instead of a sandbag I have Magreb.

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Pa’s whole body draws back like a viper in its gold burnoose. I close my eyes and see the shadow of his secret self throbbing along the wall of our sod barn: his head rolling to its own music and sloshing with poisons. Even in the quiet I can hear him rattling.

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A quagmire opens up in my chest, deep in its center—a terror like the suck of soft earth. And like a quagmire, the terror won’t release me.

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I was glad he was afraid—I hadn’t known that you could feel so grateful to a friend, for living in fear with you. Fear was otherwise a very lonely place.

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