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i don't think well-written women are all that rare in works that are actually well-written.

sometimes i wonder if bad female characters are more a symptom of bad writing, period, because i can't think of a single series with badly written women that i would consider well-written otherwise.

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i'm playing radical red and it turns out Kingambit is still cheap and broken without tera. How many matches have I won just by having Gambit on my team? The answer will not surprise you.
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so we're gonna try to start working on the novel built thru RP (we're gonna make the first draft by RP'ing out scenes, and then add/edit things later). i am determined to finish this. like. i can't be one of two people obsessed with these two anymore.

i need this. i NEED THIS.

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speaking as a trans person who is gnc and doesn't pass, i think we deserve more non-passing trans ppl in fiction that are written respectfully and lovingly

the furries on my dashboard drawing trans ppl that look like themselves are powerful and wonderful
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i have said it before and i'll say it again: if you give me a RL site and an animanga site that are otherwise identical, with this exact same rule, i'm never joining the animanga one.
you'll most likely never find a rl site with fc rules similar to animanga's. it's v common for them to require that the fc is within 5+/- years of age of the character, and have their skin color + culture + ethnicity match. there's also the whole bit about people of color and their representation(god forbid if you play all-whites, or all-korean) and -- in the unfortunate event if your fc passes, or speak out some controversial opinions, you're expected to change it pronto.

compared to that, animanga is... a lot more lax. we really just don't want people using klee's fc and say she's a 1000 years old dragon, or use a kiddy clara pic and say she's 20+ so let's do an M+ thread. the age rule is just there because we just don't want the bad apples strong-arming and twisting written guidelines to test boundaries. personally, in all my time here, i've only seen one person try to write child-coded characters in M-threads, but since they use adult fcs... it's legal? i'll leave out the specifics :x

also, i like the rule of "minors allowed, but not allowed to participate in threads rated M(fight threads or otherwise), because somehow it seems that we're held to a higher standard while authors like george martin gets to write w/e.

that said, on age:

i agree it's v arbitrary. it's not that long ago when localization companies would age-up characters just to shut the western side up(JP:13y/o -> EN:16 y/o). nowadays they've skipped the middle man since localization discrepancies are more obvious with the internet. now, characters are designed teen-coded but then given a number of 18+, or younger, depending on who they want to please. you can't tell me a 16-17 year old is out there leading an entire nation as their upper echelon(keqing), or that lyney is 18+ when ppl on twt still says "oh he looks like a minor because he was starved! so sad" then proceed to show him flirting with the mc + wearing shorts only shotas would wear + fanart him in nsfw.

honestly, put the genshin middle-sized characters together, and they really just look like an after school club outing. chongyun and xingqiu looks like they both go to the same school together, so what's that about shipping minors?

also may we remember pela: graduate, drinks till she's hungover the next day, co-founder of serval's band in her collage days with cocolia(40/yo or smtg)... all while she's currently 16.

tl;dr the companies don't even care about their canon ages. it's just a number to them because they're fiction. so caring for that is... futile? for our purposes and comfort, as long as the representing art(usually hover image) looks like an adult, then it's ok maybe? ...inb4 someone uses an aged-up klee......... you get the idea. but im glad no one in my circle seems to do that(except that outlier)

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While I don't necessarily disagree, when it comes to the 18+ rule, I think RL wins out because as you said, it's arbitrary. Miku is whatever age the song says she is; this is expressly a view of Crypton. Then you have a case like Taliyah from League of Legends who is 16 in game and 23 in a cinematic and looks the exact same in both-- so is she a minor or an adult? And then you have Jotaro Kujo, who looks YOUNGER as an adult due to style changes. Then you have Wrathion, who is mentally and physically an adult but chronologically very young. And then there's localization. Lyndis is 14 in Japanese releases of FE7 but 18 in the English releases. Which is it, admins? While I agree that loli- and shota-coded characters are CREEPY, it's just too many steps and grey areas for me.

With RL, the 18+ rule is easily solved by googling "Hey, how old is Mahesh Jadu?" Google says he was born in October of 1982, so he's objectively 41 years old, meaning I can use him and I don't have to think about hoops or grey areas. There are also plenty of directories that will give you a lot of the information you need, making it relatively easy to find FCs that are 18+. RL has its own bags of cats, but that, imo is not one of them.

I'm ok with minors not being allowed in m-rated threads, but FC rules related to age WRT Animanga are too much of a headache for me to personally bother with them. So they're a hard dealbreaker for me.
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hmm so tbh i hope rules that ban under 18 fcs don't catch on.....i got told twice last year that i couldn't use a vocaloid character (possibly because vocaloids are forever 14-16) and it grinded my gears.

i also dislike rules that are all "well this character has to LOOK like an adult for you to use them >:(!" because that is a.) vague as hell (i've seen people say something like this it's just rin kagamine resembles a child while using artwork that was basically that but with like, defined shading around the nose bridge or w/e -- and to me it's just an anime character) b.) a bit annoying as someone regularly id'd still despite being 24. young-looking adults are still adults....!

why not say 'no loli fcs' or something idk

i have said it before and i'll say it again: if you give me a RL site and an animanga site that are otherwise identical, with this exact same rule, i'm never joining the animanga one. it's too much effort to vet the ages of fictional characters because the morality in fiction purity brigade can't just use RL FCs and make my job easier in that regard. if i'd never seen stardust crusaders, i would have thought jotaro kujo was a man in his 20s. that character does not look 15.
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i need to work on the novel about evil lesbians doing supervillain shit, and kill the voice in my head that goes "but people are gonna say it's bad representation for trans women because they're evil!" yeah ok then don't read a book that advertises itself as a villain romance, IDIOT.

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yeah Wraith, i understand why FCs are used. my preference for original art doesn't come from a place of hating FCs, but moreso because I'm exhausted of the drama around them. I'm tired of being told whether I'm a good or bad RP'er depending on what FC I use. The reason you'll never see me use a popular FC isn't because I hate them, but because I don't want anyone on the site praying that I leave or miss an AC so they can use the png that neither of us own. I don't want someone randomly hating me because they wanted to use some Genshin boy and they didn't get there first. I don't want to have to hunt for a replacement in the event the site dies because the FC is taken everywhere else. I hate someone going "well you're just hoarding all the good FCs" when they see that I have a lot of characters.

Having original art means that no one's going to try to find a way to kick me off the site to snipe my character's appearance. No one's going to join the discord and publicly and loudly complain that I've taken something from them, and no one's going to the admins to complain that my character isn't active enough to warrant their appearance. I own the design, it's mine, and no one else can use it unless I sell it to them. It's effort, but it's effort that imo is worth it because then everything about the character is 100% mine. I can also have minor characters without worrying someone's going to try to make me drop the characters b/c they want the FC for themselves.

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honestly given how people already judge over fcs, I always roll my eyes when someone says that encouraging original art over FCs will foster elitism. As if there aren't people that don't already refuse to RP with characters whose FCs you hate. as if there's not already drama over who's png is prettier. as if your choice in FC isn't already putting down your chances of being RP'd with and being seen as a good RP'er in some circles.

look me in the eye and tell me that you won't get side-eyed for using Justin Bieber or Goku or Zhongli by at least one person on a site. tell me you haven't seen someone on a directory saying they won't RP with someone who uses a face they don't like. tell me you've never felt judged for a png you don't even own.

If FC users can have aesthetic preferences that exclude people, then I don't see how my preference for original art and designs is any more exclusionary.
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i would guess that it's limitations of workaround code for most sites. there's a way to get rid of the banner at least on jcink but did I know you could do that when I first started skinning? nope.

and then it's just familiar, i guess.
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ppl will see over-active fandom tags and go "why can't you care about actual people like this" like that level of support and adoration would amount to just a few trendy hashtags and literally nothing else

reminder that tumblr and twitter are Not Activism.

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you know, i hear about a lot of glitches in scarlet/violet but never once had one happen to me. I had the game crash and just kick me, but never really any glitches.
I mostly get issues with tera raids. never overworld glitches, but tera raids with multiple players love to fuck up on me.

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