mfw i spent 10+ years to study JP to play and read unlocalized games and manga 
but now all the games im into are made in china 
arknights' leithanien lore vid? subbed in mando, dubbed in german

long gone are the days when they just dub everything with jp va hotshots. 
gonna cry in illiteracy. bamboozled fr.

hella still interested in the lore book and board game though,....?? i can still enjoy its graphic designs while illiterate right??? ...... inb4 the next country to release all the hot new games is.... idk italian?? spanish??? orz orz orz

;'D

coding happily in my room
siblings start watching no more bets in my room

nope nope nope nope nope bye sobs 2 close 2 work and hobby ran off like the coward I am heheheheh

1. high-cloud quintet feels like an rp drama on crack (very sad)
2. hoping for a scene with jingliu and kafka together. the vocal fry party would be immense. can you imagine the speed of the cutscene? 0.5? you'd need a 2x button for the cutscene alone. like... seriously.... this... is... sexy...^? talking.... like.... this. good.... lord....^ 

can't wait for black swan to talk like this too if this is the voice director's kink lmao

5/7 would like to throw the table again!! but this time doing it better(aka writing him worse like the 'racist' cop he is aheEm. i still fear ooc backlash, but honestly at this point, i think i can start imagining it as a filter. . . )

but also mood on the mobile posts skdhfdsk i had to commute to the office back then so i couldn't sacrifice sleep as much but i woke early anyway? so i could type out one(1) post in my car before work HAHA

in hindsight, it's not very sustainable because virtually every minute i had was spent typing out a post (burn out galore) -- back then it was covid quarantine too so a post would be ready for me by lunch and soooo... that's what i did for lunch too! not sustainable for sure, but at that time? hella fun.

when i click with the community, and when muse feels like it's at an all time high with partners feeling the same for our threads. that's hard to come by nowadays, but when it does happen, it's nice. when it all works out well(the community, friends, plots, basically everything), it's something even better than video games for me?? is what i thought at one point!   

remembering the first time i came back from my 5 year hiatus and i literally sped home (pls... don't speed while driving...) every time after work just to reply back -- and that's after i went skipping down the staircase like some school kid  -- no idea why, but it's a vivid memory. i think i just miss that naivety and optimism i used to have o<<

thinking back, i didn't entirely vibe with the entire community back then (was only focused on a few new friends), but it was enough to give that same high, aye. don't think the specific thread was for a ship either -- just an internalized racist cop being-- well, a dick to a childhood not-friend, so... it's fun even if it's not a ship!!! (even though those are full-on drugs lmao)

here's to hoping i remember those times more than the negatives ~v~

they tend to have a relationship

me when pushing to prod
or in this case just adjusting code to jcink 

counting my blessings that i don't have to fit it for legacy-code-incredibly-niche-dead-skill-that-can't-be-transferred-to-irl-skills pb style plugins 
that's it that's my gripe with pb

ok back to dying (is it just me or i can't seem to display my post in bbcode btw... it just crashes... i can't like posts/go to page 2 too unless i enter the url directly.. pb-why)

thissu. found this song while looking for character playlist inspo and found out it's a fansong???

it already sounds v emotional + maybe a bit angsty by the look of the thumbnail so imma gonna give the original work a try!!! 

it's been awhile since i've finished a book tho so wish me luck plox 

herman miller.

where's the kill character muse button when you need it sObS
"i'd rather be lost in the lights" hello my kidney is already gone

o<<

arknight's fire in the sand event is... giving me so much coding muse... the ui... so clean... the subtle, business-worldbuilding...the grey1!! it's what i wanted to do last time but ofc they did it better.

... i wonder if i deleted it already 

my panopticon arpee muse to code/write is once again rising 

fighting my 4 other concept ideas 

none will win 

none will make it out of figma

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