you ever been have this character type you just always rp and enjoy greatly but then that type is probably the farthest from your personality? or just disposition or how you would actually hate each other irl? 

i've played all sorts of characters over the years, including a lot antagonist-types that i would obviously not be a-okay with. i don't often start loving my characters or the concept of them from the get-go. usually, rping them, discovering them, and slowly putting parts of myself in them as i slowly sympathize to some bits is what makes them my eventual fav. (so all my characters become my favs)

but there is one character type that i always end up rping. they're in the good alignment chart. very sweet and noble people. but what blows my mind is i'm that i'm a gremlin in love with ducks and the colors yellow/orange and an obsession with coffee with little care about my appearance...and then i'm rping the most stable, organized, productive beautiful people??? AND MY WRITING'S PRETTY DARN GOOD?? it's good and IT FLOWS NATURALLY FOR ME LIKE LOOK AT THEM




they're also fav characters of mine ig but it's not like i also like all characters like them either. i don't think i've created and rped oc's in this character type and i think that's bc lowkey i'd too embarrassed for that. apparently i'd happily write out an established canon that's known to be very eloquent, charismatic, beautiful and graceful but i'll go red-faced and yell baka when i have to make an oc that i think fits those criteria. even in the drafts i've written for a novel, they don't exist...

ya all ever be the god your character will totes be ashamed/embarrassed of and then when they ask did you really make/write me and ya just tell me "yeah lol idk i was inspired?"