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Holiday rp. With towns dedicated to holidays. Bigger (cities) based on how much people like a town. So like Christmas and Halloween would be cities and like Valentine’s Day and st Patrick day are towns. Creatures are based off the places.

So like majority come from Halloween. But like leprechauns are from st Patrick and elves Christmas. Rulers are duh. Like Valentine’s Day is Cupid, Halloween is the headless horseman and Christmas is Santa Claus.

Then there are humans that just enjoy the holidays and travel through or stay in their favorite ones. Not all creatures have to be nice.

And there are two creatures life and death that keep balance but still cause chaos. Like dice rolls can save them or whatever. Just a mind vomit.

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Hey Rora! Long time no see.

Anyway, I feel similar. Rping doesn't feel the same for me anymore like it did when I was younger. I think anyone can rp regardless of age but most people naturally end up growing out of things they used to enjoy when they were younger for whatever reason. Plus as you get older, you just come into things that take precedence over a hobby.

My own interest in rping in general has been declining as the years pass. I've even talked about this very subject with a friend awhile back and how I feel like I'm getting closer to just being done with it all together.

I do like making characters, I do like thinking up of plots and seeing where it goes, but it gets harder to keep up the same energy at times when you get older. I think it's especially worse for the rping community to keep it as a hobby because these types of things require a lot of build-up and then real life gets in the way and suddenly you, or your rp partner can't post as often as you'd like. And when someone can post, the other person might now be in a situation where they can't post for awhile which can really kill interest in continuing plots if you aren't close with the person.

Compare it to something like drawing or writing fanfics where you can stop anytime you want and easily pick it back up again. Rping just doesn't have that luxury, which is another reason why I find myself slowly getting disinterested in picking it back up whenever I go on a hiatus. I may have strong interest in something now, but I know that I may not feel the same in a few months which prevents me from joining sites all together. I don't want to leave people hanging.

But what makes me come back each time is nostalgia. I miss that feeling I had when I was younger. I want to experience the same fun I had but again, it's just harder because now that I'm older. To me, rping is like that one friend in high school. You like the person. You have great memories with the person. So, you decide to catch up with them after a while but then find out you just don't have that same "click" anymore. So now, do you try and find a way to relate to the person and rekindle the relationship or is it just easier to move on to focus on someone else you click with a lot more?

Sorry for the ramble but I have a lot of thoughts on this and just wanted to get it out.
HI BBY

it's like your in my head because this is exactly how i feel, i find a site that i might want to join and then see myself going " ok ... will i get bored or will i not be able to connect with anyone and end up just being by myself" which i think has to do with the fact that I'm older and i can handle more daunting subjects, i don't get offended  by alot of stuff and i don't let alot of this new age terminology or actions define or play a part in my actions. which i have found tends to bother alot of people and then i end up with a group of people shutting me out because I'm not sensitive  enough about a subject even thought they completely asked for the opposite reaction.
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When not working (currently unemployeed at the moment) i love to bake and try out new things, to which i feed my boyfriend as he currently doubles for a test subject. i craft with my mom when we have the time or both of us aren't being lazy. were currently in the production of several cute wreaths and she's working on some cheesecakes that were going to attempt to sell. i do enjoy playing video games thought most of the time I'm not very good at them, or well i only end up being good when no one is watching. when all else fails i tend to binge watch alot of anime on funimationnow and Crunchyroll. we don't have cable at my house so a majority of my viewing has to be something entertaining, well when its not baking shows which in turn end up making you hungry.
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Hello darklings!

So as the months have went by I have noticed quite considerably that well my interest in anything rp related, they just don’t seem to matter anymore. Even the things that I would spend hours and hours working on or writing for characters, templates or even skins. Nothing seems to catch my interest or put me back in a sort of “mood” for role playing or even for any of the community stuff that I used to look forward to joining or being apart of. The last of my searches for a site to join where I thought my imagination and creativity would flourish in just don’t seem as interesting or as exciting as they used to be.

Have I hit my limit of acceptable role playing age?

Has anyone ever experienced this same feeling?

If so have you ever come out of the deep darkness?
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Hello lovely darklings!

ok so I am attempting to do my own board remodel for a skin I am working on however i just can't seem to get the table to work correctly for me in order to put things where I want them. honestly I suck at working with tables I have no idea why but for the life of me they always give me issues and never want to go the way I want them to. I have an image I made up in photoshop of how I want the order to look (dont mind the color scheme t.t)