why cant today be friday... 🤔

i will remember this forever

my ideal chair was this super plush corduroy lazy boy recliner my mom had as a kid.

she sat in that thing near all day. i get why.

want 2 start rping again, what do

same...

i really used to try to push the envelope but it's why i retired for the most part or only do private rp with groups i trust. just have too much muse to write terrible people / scenarios after all the crime media i consume and the psych exploration i want to do.

but rly the heavy judgement / drama received is too much to take for a hobby imo.

the solutions i've really come up with is to either just write it solo or in private. alternatively, make your own site / space but that's a lot of responsibility. :joy:

my birthday is a little mid this year

yu yu hakusho - canon or based on.

i miss jujutsu kaisen, too.

physical labor is NOT for me, girls :nails:

being told u have a bad rep rly slaughters things fr.

im w u there, sister friend

i've come to think that being a hard / dark topic or no limits writer is really tough.

for example, what some people say they're okay with content-wise does not equate what they are actually okay with. you can be respectful and warn / tag wherever possible but for some it isn't enough. even just writing said topics with other consenting folks in your own bubble is a risk. all of which are all just general observations on a multitude of experiences throughout my entire rp career.

it'd be nice if there was more acceptance or tolerance esp. for those of us who try to tread gently and be respectful. a wishful thought but i wish nonetheless. :sob:

there are some communities that do their absolute best to make you feel unwelcome.

thank god for my friends. them hoes hold me together. tolerating my big ass.

it be feeling like a bunch of people got me muted on discord sometimes

feelsweirdman