this is the worst night's sleep i've had in a while

Apr 15, 2021 20:37:27 GMT cyanide darktearz 💀 said:

Apr 15, 2021 10:53:22 GMT TAIKO ★ said:

THE LYRICS DIDNT DROP U ANY HINTS?? speaking of which the MTV censored version of the song sure is something else...

math class was never good

mtv, why not just play an instrumental ver at that point? or kidz bopify it

the one with doja cat and megan three stallion is my fave ver

if it makes you feel any better.......... it wasn't until this post that i figured it out

(in my defense, i've never heard of the song + have never listened to it so imo, the reason did not occur to me until you said that)

i've said it before but i'll say it again

canon-divergent arknights site with canons + ocs both playable, with the site oriented around being a rhodes island operator and doing missions + events periodically to tell each faction's story (y'know, a lil like the current event structure but also with a mission dynamic too)

so i started genshin and so far i've honestly really been enjoying it

i was actually really pleasantly surprised by how it feels, since i always got the impression it was more of a mobile game like arknights or epic seven (hence why i was a lil hesitant to actually pick it up), but it's actually been more of a "traditional console experience" so far, and i've really been enjoying that (and yeah, i know the gatcha is about to come punch me in the face, but even the characters i'm ~feral~ for out of that, i'd kind of be okay if just didn't pull them and lived with what i got).

we'll see if i still feel this way in a week l-lmfao

time to jam out to the arknights event menu music for three hours-

Apr 13, 2021 20:04:36 GMT @spiritfoxxy said:

I really wish that jcink had a place for their list of sites just like proboards support has on theirs. It would make things so much easier in the advertising department because I find it difficult too search up jcink sites for first posts unlike proboards where I can go on support and find the new sites listed on there.

cttw's advertising directory

probably somewhere between 70-80+% of jcinkers advertise on cttw, so it's likely about the same as the amount of sites on the proboards support (even if i personally think it's a bit of a moot point for an animanga site to "go nuts" there since most jcink sites are rl sites and the vast majority of rl rpers just... don't tend to be up for animanga sites, the same way most animanga rpers don't tend to be up for rl sites, so it's.... kind of wasted effort to go in and just advertise on every single site listed there with no rhyme or reason behind it the way i would any animanga site i could find tbeh)

as predicted, i woke up to whispering what the heck at myself

(ah well, i have been pretty sad about losing the chance to rp that character, so i'll be pretty excited if the site search ends up working out, so we'll see if past me really was a fool or not)

okay, so i'm not sure how successful this is gonna be, but i'm just wanting to see what my options are here.

tl;dr i'm really wanting to rehome one specific character concept from fs that i never really got to play out there so. here i am. asking the void what options i have available to me.

basically i'm looking for:

-- jcink site (sorry proboards)

-- animanga faces only

-- "mid"-fantasy-esque setting (aka i'm looking for magic + species other than human and i'm not wanting anything with a modern day feel to it)

-- can accommodate an amnesiac who gained a magical power via ~angry divine intervention~ (doesn't have to be an actual god though) that took his memories + framed him for murdering his family to push him into an nomadic adventurer life to try to clear his name

-- original setting without a mountain of lore or fandom setting that's open to bringing in a fandom newbie

-- will be pretty okay if i choose to vibe in my little corner and ignore the big overarching site plot (it's not y'all, it's me, i'm just the dude mowing my lawn with the tornado behind me)

-- phantom (arknights) or zhongli (genshin impact) free + claimable as an fc

everything else i'll figure out as i come to that crossroads (since again, i'm just trying to see what my options are).

now time for me to pass out again so i can question past me's decision-making skills when i wake up again-

i'm trying so desperately not to pull a kuroya right now, and it is so hard

after a bit of thinking on this, i'm going to be tentatively shelving vixero for the immediate future.

i might come back to it some day, perhaps even in the not-so-distant future..... but honestly, right now, i kind of need a break from admining, at least for a little while (for context, the last time i wasn't actively running my own site was.... probably the fall of 2016).

maybe some day i'll run my own animated panfandom (and i'll probs skip the interest check phase entirely so i can work on my own timetable), but for now, i think i just.... need to chill somewhere that the buck doesn't stop with me so. yeah.

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