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Why do I need to feel the need to always talk things out with people? Why do I need to make them privy to how I feel? OTL
Because bottling up emotions and having one-sided conversations in your own head is torturous; I feel this so much.



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just remembered thinking about the good ol days of warrior cats how a boy who liked me in middle school read the books from the library and joined my warrior cats rp just so he could spend time with me doing what I enjoyed and if that isn't true love then honestly what is
Meanwhile, this boy was crushing on me in high school, and, suspecting this, I got him to join my Yu-Gi-Oh! RP because we were really starved for members and I was like, "I can use this."


... People actually tell irl people that they rp? ... Sounds fake.

I'm staying in my rp closet forever, tyvm. 

Telling people my real interests is too scary.
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someone: omg I like this Thing™

my mentally ill brain, obsessed with said Thing™: no. no one else besides me is allowed to like this thing. it's mine and they can't have it. they're not even allowed to think about it.

me, at myself: you... need to calm down.
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Let's see... This doesn't happen all the time, but it has happened. If I see a really long app that's ready, but I'm tired because it's morning/night (or just because), I'll pretend I didn't notice/maybe even log off until I can prepare my brain to pay attention. If I don't I find myself skimming. 

In fact, that's another confession! I sometimes skim long apps. I adore when I get new characters/members on a site, but sometimes I'm just really not able to focus, yet I don't want to keep them waiting. Not having a staff team has a lot of drawbacks.  


I'm not sure if this is Old News™ or not, but there's an app called spritzlet that helps me with both speed and comprehension. It's just a little thing I add to my bookmarks bar, and whenever I have to read a bio, I highlight the bio and then click on spritzlet. Honestly, I'm a super slow reader when reading posts (hell, I read them the same speed in my head that I read stuff out loud), but I can comfortably read 500-600 words per minute with this doohickey. Makes it so those 10k word apps aren't so much of a time suck.

As far as my confession? I'm complete garbage. ///fingerguns
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I had drawn up a synopsis for a dreamer RP, with some concepts, quite a few years ago. It always interested me but I'm not a site creator so I never did anything with it. I check out this Poet Anderson and wouldn't ya know, it's oddly similar. Which is cool. I don't know how heavy into fantasy it is though, as mine would be more magical fantasy, yet still contemporary. I digress. Just thought I'd share, be social and such. Regardless, a dream world / dreaming RP site could be fun.
I'm not much of a site creator either I'll be honest, I also have minimal staffing experience too;; So I 100% feel that. Thanks for being social though, means a lot to hear someone else having similar ideas! The dream world in Poet Anderson took on more like a cool futuristic vibe to it and was usually based in the city, but there was like little personalized dream areas too and all that if I'm remembering correctly. A fantasy (especially a magical one) world would be just as neat as any futuristic one! I would love to hear more about it if you don't mind!



///gently places my site on the table and slides it across...

The idea is also influenced by 1984, too... I think someone mentioned that earlier... Merp...

///casually sinks back down into the abyss that I came out of
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Unsweet iced tea with a lemon (sorry Brits)

What is your favorite book?



1984.


What's the most embarrassing thing you've ever done that still haunts you when you try to fall asleep at night?
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heya ,
I'm sorry for being late with this graphic! I hope you like this, and I hope the gif doesn't glitch because I might cry if it does. Do tell me if you want any changes, and please remember to rehost! Thank you!






Omg!!! It's!!! Gorgeous!!!

No worries about the wait! Just the fact that I was able to get two beautiful graphics from you is more than enough; plus, it was well worth it!

Thank you so much, you do such great work!
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heya ,
I really like the aesthetic of surreality, and I think that's why it took me so long to figure out what to do to really bring out the site's essence. I'm worried that the advertisement might induce nausea or headaches, but I hope you like the gif effect nevertheless. Do tell me if you want a static version of the ad! I hope you like this, and please remember to rehost the image! Thank you for requesting!





ALIDHFLSAHDFAF OMG IT'S BEAUTIFUL! I LOVE IT! <3 <3 <3

It totally captures its feel and is totally My Aesthetic™! Thank you SO MUCH!
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graphic type: advertisement & signature 
dimensions: about 400x500 & 450x150; feel free to change it if they make the cropping harder
images: Your graphics are amazing and I'm positive I'll love whatever you choose!
face-claim: Up to you!
theme: Surreality spans a few different genres, but a few themes that'd work are dark wonderland, cyberpunk/fantasy, and that Gas Mask Aesthetic™. If you have an idea that doesn't fit into these categories though, that's fine! I'm honestly happy with whatever!
anything else?: Your graphics are beautiful. Bless your face.
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