AMEN

the moral of the story is that light is hot

also you should wash your bros feet in the rain

sometimes, i wonder if i still enjoy writing, or if i am going through the motions because it's one of my longest standing hobbies

i do enjoy it, but it's hard not to reminisce about the older days and how i used to be able to write. i'm glad i'm getting back into it, but i still wonder when i'm going to put it down

i wish there was a way to know you're in the good old days before you've actually left them

thanks for being a part of my good old days asu ;'(

even if i wanted to, i don't think i'll ever stop this hobby. it's been almost 20 years and a huge part of my life. may it be 20 more.

rping is a hobby where quitting it is as good of a decision as continuing it

i just think that if u rp on anime sites then ur not allowed to make fun of me for being a weeb

fwiw, writing with you has always been an absolute gem of an experience and i can name a number of threads we've had that been such a strong reminder of why i'm glad i pursued the medium in the first place. no joke.

on the idea of "the good old days", esp w rp, bc its smth ive mulled over a lot in the past year + months, i think you're in them so long as you're, at least the least bit, glad you're doing what you're doing. we may not know when we've left them until we actually Have(TM), but hey, may as well have fun on the ride while we're still here, yeah? 

or at least, that's how i like viewing any kind of Experience with its ups and downs. anyone and everyone has their own takes on the thought, but the idea of celebrating what you've got going on and being proud of what you once did tends to be my personal cure for nostalgia, missing, and even grief. idk idk

cat please. stop drooling on things....

My will and drive to write has dwindled over the years. After one bout of drama after another and a whole lot of other stuff I just. Don’t want to anymore. I like building ideas and lore and whatnot but I genuinely cannot find the desire to actively write anymore. I don’t think realising that I essentially have a shelf life before people start getting bored of my presence helps me at all but here we are

For every slump there will be a rise! Sometimes you need to know that you can survive and live just fine without roleplaying/writing to be able to come back renewed. If you feel like you're going through the motions, perhaps it's a good time to step back and enjoy other things before coming back (if you're ready).

Finally told my mom and she made me feel a lot better.

i just want my face and shoulders to be constantly massaged so my blood flows