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i don't re-app ocs because whenever i try i always end up comparing them to the original iteration/their plots to the original plots and getting upset that they're not as complex, like, two weeks in LOL, but i re-app canons because the canons i'd be interested in playing are usually ones that have a narrative uniquely suited to rping on panfans usually in a meta sense. i'm not usually someone who rps on panfans over original sites, so usually it's something specific to the medium of a panfan instead of the char itself (bc if it's the latter i'd rather write fanfic LOL) that makes me app and re-app.

an example is dan-oh from extraordinary you (webcomic + kdrama): in the plot, she's a "character" in a story who has no control over her actions for the scenes the "author" writes, and can only act on her own free will during the unwritten interval between scenes, and the author ports her over to different stories/reuses her character, so she can enter new "settings"/genres, which is a setup that works perfectly for a panfan setting.
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ive been emailing my uni admin about the spring semester and they keep on asking me for info i've already provided in previous emails that i then forward to them again and it's got me feeling like this

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as someone who's fc'd fcs with little to no art (shahrazad from trinity blood, marco adriano from gangsta, etc.), old fcs (trigun pre-release of stampede, etc.), fcs from just manga/manga-style art (old CLAMP etc.), unpopular fcs (anyone know cecil from escape devildom, etc.?) and has been rping on public/private/semi-private rps for years and years, i've never had problems with anyone wanting to write w/me because of my fc.

it's true that people won't be as interested in your character if you use something that's unpopular/not 'pretty' compared to a popular/pretty fc with lots of art, but that's just true abt anything 'popular' - when i put my char in an unpopular location/faction, i know that they're not going to get as much attention as a character in a popular faction or accessible location, or when i don't talk about my character in public chats or the discord, i know they're not going to get as much attn as they would otherwise. people won't reach out to you because of your fc, but that doesn't mean no one's going to write with you at all, esp if your character has a canon/subcanon position. it just means that you have to put an effort 2 reach out to get more plots.

fc is an element of rp that i consider the same as any other element of rp. there are a lot of ways to get plots/plots of threads, and fc is one of them. talking about your character publicly/integrating with the community is another, reaching out and plotting w/other people is 1 more, putting your character in a position where they're related to others via wanted ads/canon positions is 1 more, etc. etc. etc.. not choosing to do any of them doesn't mean you won't get plots at all, but it definitely means it won't be as easy/people won't come to you as much, so it's something that i take into consideration when i make a character. if i want people to come to me/don't want to reach out to people to plot as much, i'll put all the things i can to appeal to other rpers in my app, from nice formatting to a popular fc.

because our hobby is literally rp, people's impressions of you/your character will be based off of these things, and yes, people will judge you from your fc, but i don't consider it any different from people judging your writing/your formatting/how you present yourself in public spaces/etc.

when it comes to me personally (finally getting to the FC confessions part of this thread LMFAO), i do judge people off of their fcs. i assume older fcs (like old manga/anime) are from people that are older (which was relevant when i was <18 and people were like, i personally do not want to rp w/a minor even if the site allows it). if someone's gfx are resized wrong/uncropped, i assume that they don't have a lot of experience w/this kind of rp. i usually find that people who have fcs who don't really "match" the rp (for example using inuyasha in his original outfit/form in a modern london rp) tend to be less detail-oriented/strong on "immersion" than the ones that try to pin the vague time period/setting of a site down w/their fc, and i find that a lot of the rpers who put a lot of effort into their gfx (adding effects, filters, etc.) also are usually the ones who try something new with their writing (typography in posts, format, perspective, prose/poetry etc.)
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i havent watched anime in so long and now im in ep 10 of frieren and actively looking for keychains of himmel while struck with the longing of wanting a dead anime (male)wife. how am i here.
lmk if you find any because ive been wanting himmel merch ever since i read the manga years ago. thats my wife fr !!!!
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(everyone booing and throwing tomatoes) listen i know everyone in the animanga rpc is too old or outgrew it or whatever but i really need a highschool rp where i can rp some super chuuni perfectionist sports anime protag
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One surgery later and I'm minus a tumor. They said everything went well and they got all of it. I still might need to do some adjuvant treatment tho.
extremely happy to hear that your surgery went well and hope your rest and recovery goes smoothly as possible !!!
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what i try to add:
- unique quirks. i'm talking like verbal quirks or appearances or like bits/gags that i repeatedly slap on them: i think a lot of ppl underestimate the power of a representative symbol/thing/idea for a character especially in terms of getting them established in a world or other people's awareness when plotting. ex. 2nd spiderverse movie "chai tea", bakugou mha nicknaming every other character, etcetera. helps people remember your character and draw connections between them and other things. would i say this makes for a better character not really...BUT i would say it def makes for a better/smoother rp experience even if in small ways because making your character "relevant" for lack of a better word or memorable to other rpers is a plus for any plotting or whatever you plan to pursue
- flaws. i wrote mary sues and it wasn't even like when i was seven it was like...decently recent and i admit it ok !!! nowadays i try to inject flaws into my characters, and i specifically try to avoid like. "they're just TOO good and TOO incredible and everyone else takes ADVANTAGE of their INCREDIBLY PURE NATURE" as flaws, and head towards more "stingy" or "delusional" or "no sense of boundaries" or "short-tempered" instead. i also try to portray their flaws as like...not ONLY AWFUL things most of the time but also like...conditionally flaws? for example yes they're stingy (bad) but they're also cost conscious and good with a budget (good), they're delusional (bad) but in like an optimistic way (good).

keep an eye out for:
- overattachment/overprojection. def guilty of this in the past (sry 2 anyone who knew me...im better now i swear) but if someone takes stuff about their character as a personal thing you need 2 run asap. like if MY character hates YOUR character it doesnt mean i hate you !! if MY character rejects YOUR character it doesnt mean i hate you !! this doesn't only apply to bad things either. if my character thinks yours is pretty and suddenly you're in my dms and we're like bffs even tho we've never talked before i will also be like hmmm...
- plot availability. if your character hates all other people, hates talking, hates being in public spaces...im sorry i don't have the energy to be chasing after your character and leading the thread and forcing them to be together even if its "ic" behavior !!! characters who need other characters to "prove" themselves to them or "spark their interest or whatever"...i would rather play an otome game im sorry </3 i also appreciate initiative and try to avoid characters who don't have it: stuff like characters who only "follow" without adding their own action to move the thread forward isn't fun to me, and that doesn't mean every character has to be the most go-getter manic pixie girl, but they need to give some sort of emotional or verbal response that prompts something in the thread imo even if they are a follower!!

profile:
- reputation. obsessed w/reputation systems in a bridgertonesque way (i have never seen bridgerton). LOVE epithets LOVE seeing people's perceptions of a character. i think this is like...the part that is most usually relevant to me as an rper because it's a shorthand of what the rper expects their character to come across as/is trying to make their character like even if its not 100% true (because obvi more rp = more depth = more revealed!!)
- plot hooks. the more interesting the better for ex. "our characters might have known each other six years ago bc they went to the same school" vs "my char was like publicly pathetically crushing on the most popular girl in school and publicly, like, promposal-ing her every week, a fact that still haunts his rep to adulthood"/"he works at ye olde generic tavern" versus "works at and has been ensuring ye olde generic tavern's drinks are more water than alcohol"
- detailedness. personally i prefer lots of details but only the interesting ones, axe whatever isn't relevant and i don't really need the app to be in like. proper sentence form either
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