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I think the more and more I try to indulge in this hobby, the more and more I'm starting to think that maybe for my own mental well-being that my own sites should just be semi-private and set to invite-only. There's an exhaustive list of reasons why I want to curate my space, and I don't want to waste anyone's time; mine included. I don't think it's selfish for me to only want to have threads with just my friends, even though I do enjoy meeting new people and being in awe of their writing... time these days are scarce, and it isn't boundless.
Maybe in the past I would've been hyped and motivated by how well/popular sites are doing but these days the large crowd ain't worth it. If I can sit down and write out a character's story the way how I envisioned it from start to finish, with an epilogue of new surprises waiting for me, that'll be all I want.
Note: I also want to say, automation scripts these days are definitely easing the burden of staffing, but dealing with members in an HR manner and trying to moderate discord channels is a pretty thankless and exhausting job. This is totally a legitimate thing to do and just want to say, good on you for doing that for yourself. Popularity is a vanity metric, imo. Running any site or creative community is a hobby. The most important question to ask yourself always is, โIs this creative labor rewarding to me? Do I find it fun? Or do I dread logging in and doing this?โ Some people thrive on creating large collaborative spaces to invite other roleplayers to join. Other people prefer to curate. Itโs no different than preferring to DM for a small D&D group you know rather than a group of randos. I think itโs great to know where you want to put your energy, and the final product will be better for it because it doesnโt feel like an obligation but a labor of love. I wouldnโt say youโre selfish for that. You get to decide how to spend your time and energy. And you donโt have to explain that decision to anyone.
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