I often randomly remember how this one person was trying to do subtle jabs on my character for being popular ic and im like it wasnt even me who established this. All my rp partners recognized them ic and many said they looked up to them (with my character expressing surprise over that fact) and ive just been rolling with it. Like sorry im following the development? Anyway it’s a happy intrusive thought. Haters be haters

(Heck even a bunch of foreign randos from canon recognized them like idk man im just being in character)

My therapist could tell how excited I am about my new RP.

writes 2k words of original writing

immediately goes "what if i quit public rp and just wrote original stuff for the rest of my life?"

seriously ponders it because like hmmmmm

That moment when my character uses the other character's insult against them. I love it. no sir, I is no titbaby, you are.

this hobby is hard with a full time job. finding time to be active feels near impossible. esp when i don't work from home or can use my phone / work computer for personal matters. and once i'm home... my brain is tired from all it had to do all day.

I've been feeling this real hard. I have a handful of groups I really want to be active on, but I'm struggling to find the time with work and other personal things getting in the way. Weirdly enough I'm finding that being an admin is actually helping me be more active on my own site? I know it's probably because other people are depending on my activity to keep their own stuff going, but I was really worried that would burn me out. Maybe it helps that it's a smaller group, too. Harder to get lost in the crowd.

it's that time again for the old "hm, might just quit" song and dance

I think I might be a particularly fast writer.

still thinking of that time i got blamed for following staff direction. Nope, not that staff’s fault for not consulting with them. Mine *dabs*

Both my sites are going through slow patches. They can't keep up with me.

Me any site I actually end up posting on.

To be fair there are times that I'm constantly busy but this January is not it.

It's so,,, trying,, to write freeform, but also satisfying to see the final product